Cyberbullying You know I have many unsaved entries on here. I’ve been experiencing suicidal ideation and depressive episodes recently as a result of the toxic bullying going on about me — For many months. Understandably, people do not know what to believe and that’s okay. They don’t know what to…

High Masking “You don’t look autistic.” Just because I’m able to maintain normal conversation and get on with my day to day life does not imply anything. I’m tired of the assumptions that society perceives as someone not being autistic just because they’re able to maintain themselves in public. I…

Neurodivergent means that we are different and our brains are wired differently — Implying we process and view the world a little differently. That’s my best definition here. Instead of seeing the world in black and white, everything is different colors and at one end of the rainbow — We…

On Friday, February 13th of 2015, I got into an argument with my step father. To this day, I do not call him my step father but just by his real name; he even told me that he doesn’t like to be called dad and I have never had one…

The reason for this title — It was changed from ADHD & anxiety to a better title and more relatable as to how I am doing and coping to this day. There’s a lot of unneccesary and overwhelming personal stressors prevalent in my life but it’s not that I cannot…

The reason for the title is because this is the second time having COVID and it’s not fun; I would not wish covid or any of the other variants on anyone. To also know from a friend on Friday, November 3rd that I infected five staff members, and one other…

Sometimes I question myself in this world and the path that I need to take for further changes and progress. I tend to be my worse nightmare on most occasions, and I just encountered a few crisis situations with passive suicidality. I’m working on this though. Throughout my writing, I…

October 17th, 2023 Have you ever wanted to successfully unalive and not exist anymore because you think it’s easier to not exist and that you wouldn’t be a problem or a burden to anyone anymore? …

ADHD & Anxiety Do you ever get that sense of dread where you can’t do anything as much as you want to do? During my anxiety inducing days, I can barely leave my house, yet my bed. I know on the days when I have to attend an appointment, therapy…